Devious Journal Entrysomeone to hold
someone to protect..
but instead...i punch the keys of this infernal machine..
i wish i knew how she felt...
My IndependenceMy IndependenceMy Independence
I stroll down the street, head down and feet dragging Echoes of laughter and crashes in the background. While I’m surrounded by friends and family 99% of my life I can’t help but feel completely abandoned the rest of it. In a place where everyone is there for me, I cannot find them. When everyone is willing to lend an ear, I cannot speak. Even when I’m surrounded by people that care for me, I’m alone.
Independence Day is just another contradiction in terms for me Yes I have my freedom, with all of my rights and liberties to do with what I please. I suppo
My JourneyMy JourneyMy Journey
My route is a cell with no walls A wall with no bricks I am trapped in my own freedom There is no way out
The only escape is to continue on The air gets colder The struggle gets harder The shadows grow ever so slightly
My destination is my beginning To come back from where I departed Where everything is not so complicated Yet I am puzzled at why I left in the first place
Was it to get away from those around me Was it to get away from myself Was it to get away from everyday life Perhaps it was all of the
I Hate MyselfI hate myselfI Hate Myself
I hate the fact that I haven’t the courage To even say hello To tell you how I feel To say what’s on my mind
I hate myself
For not doing what I know is right Even though I know it could happen
Even though I know there’s still a chance Even though I know we can be together
I hate myself
Because I say tomorrow When today is here and now When I said the same thing yesterday When I know I will say the same thing tomorrow
I hate myself
Since you are so beautiful today And I just sit h
About to do itput out my wrist, put a knife to it put the gun to my head, put a bullet through it think I won't do it? not yet, but it's coming to it could have made something of myself, we all know I blew it suicidal since first grade, you just never knew it seven years old, wishing I could die people expected too much from me, thinking I would fly now they think I could be something, if only I would try people try to be my friends, but I don't think that they should try cuz I can't hurt myself if I think that you would cryAbout to do it
Navajo Road
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anyway, you're a very talented writer. I read your most recent piece and I found it to be very nice. It almost inspirers me to start writing again.
I hope you browsed through my previous works because I would really like you input on them. I can see you like Rei, I have a few Rei pieces too.
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